True Blue Spark (truebluespark) wrote,
True Blue Spark

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You guys have probably noticed that I don't post very often. To be honest, I don't know why. I tend to get distracted or forget shortly after thinking of something to post. Or sometimes I'll write half of a post, then look at it and just... lose my enthusiasm for posting it.

There've been times lately when I've just... felt like I'm in a rut. I've been having a lot of fun roleplaying on GateMUSH and YAH MUX, but beyond that... what am I doing? I'm still stuck in a job that I rarely enjoy and that barely supports me. I really don't feel like I've done all that much to find a new one. And I still don't know what I want to do after the summer. Do I try to go back to school? (The whole 'saving up money for it' sure as hell isn't working out so far.) Stick to full-time work? Transfer to an Atlanta school or find a job down there so I can be with Indigo?

So, yeah, I'm in a bit of a weird headspace again. But I'll try not to withdraw or anything. I've been thinking of starting up the 'five good things a day' habit Indigo's been doing lately. That would at least get me posting on a daily basis, and I could work my way up from there to posting more content regularly.

Thanks for reading, guys. I know I'm quiet almost all of the time, but I do think of you all as friends; root for you when you're doing well, keep you in my thoughts when you're feeling down. My life's a lot better thanks to this journal, not just because it's how I met Indigo.
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